Important message to all my friends and followers!
Currently, I cannot handle the inbox being red and even had to disable asks for the time being because of it.
Followers and friends, I ask that you PLEASE use my email address to contact me. It’s located at the top of my blog. For some reason, whenever my inbox is red, I panic and I really can’t tolerate any additional stress at the moment.
Lastly, I want to say just how appreciative I am by the great number of you who commented or sent me an email today in response to what I wrote on tumblr last night.
I can’t express in words how much it means to know just how many people here care.
Again, thank you all for your continued support as I go through this,
I’m not sure I can keep this front up much longer. While tumblr is helping me tremendously cope with what’s going on, I can’t really justify that I was wrapped up in ice packs while posting photography last night.
I found out I have yet another co-infection of Lyme, the absolute worst one that exists, Friday.
I contacted the CDC. They said that odds of survival are in my favor because I’m not black, over 40, or male.
Great. Thank you.
The treatment was going alright, but it’s so complex and not really feasible for anyone to do long term (which this is expected to be my case as I contracted it at around age 5.
I’m currently debating whether my life is even worth living at this point.
Tumblr is helping me lots, but it’s often not what I feel or think. If it looks pretty, but it’s not me or it’s all I can leave behind!!
Medications, remedies, herbal treatments, fedex deliveries…It’s been about a month. The last few days were the most grueling thus far. I’ve learned that everything that ever was wrong with me was caused by a tick bite and to put it mildly has been quite difficult to stomach.
“It’s like I have this large black hole in my brain and it’s sucking the life out of me. The answers are in there so I sit for hours and stare. No matter how hard and long I look, I only see darkness.”— Katie McGarry, Pushing the Limits